Are you getting enough sleep?

I got ALL the symptoms.

- You need an alarm clock to wake up
- You sleep longer and better on weekends
- You have trouble getting out of bed in the morning
- You feel tired during the day
- You have bags or dark circles under your eyes
- You doze off while sitting in a public place, such as a movie theatre, or meeting
- You doze off while driving
- You have trouble concentrating
- You have early morning headaches

If you notice any of these signs, you may not be getting enough sleep. Try to gradually increase the amount of sleep you get each night until you find the right amount - you'll know that you've got it when these signs start to go away. If you haven't been getting enough sleep for a long time, it may take a while to recover.

(From Yahoo Health Lifestyle website.)

自知之明

想念 （國）

作曲: 小意 填詞: 小意

想念 你的溫柔 想念 你的雙手
想念 躺在世上最幸福的胸口
幻想 你的表情 幻想 你的一舉一動
幻想 與我置身最美麗的太空

我不辛苦我不哭 沒有孤單沒虛空
不顧危險受傷害只怕錯過一秒鐘
我不怨恨我不痛 帶著微笑向前衝
有你的愛陪伴我甘心樂意的付出

想著你 我帶著甜蜜的笑容
等你 讓我 重回你的懷抱中
等你 讓我 重回你溫暖的懷中

What's your perfect major?

You scored as Journalism.

You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

Journalism 92%
Mathematics 75%
Psychology 75%
Art 75%
Philosophy 58%
Chemistry 58%
Biology 50%
Theater 42%
Sociology 42%
Engineering 42%
Dance 33%
English 25%
Anthropology 25%
Linguistics 17%

http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=119158&first=yes


Am I? Journalism ~.~

擺 脫

有 這 麼 一 個 故 事 ， 說 一 頭 老 驢 掉 進 一 口 老 旱 井 ， 主 人 無 法 弄 牠 出 來 ， 就 想 ， 反 正 牠 也 老 得 差 不 多 了 ， 那 口 井 也 該 填 上 ， 就 乾 脆 找 人 來 將 牠 與 井 一 起 填 了 。 泥 土 一 鏟 鏟 地 傾 倒 下 去 ， 眼 看 牠 快 被 活 埋 ， 但 牠 不 自 憐 不 放 棄 。 每 有 泥 土 傾 下 ， 牠 就 聳 動 身 子 ， 使 勁 將 身 上 的 泥 土 抖 掉 ， 然 後 站 在 原 要 埋 下 牠 的 泥 土 之 上 。 就 這 樣 ， 牠 一 次 又 一 次 踏 到 更 高 的 泥 土 上 ， 最 後 步 出 了 老 井 ！ 多 讓 人 驚 羨 的 老 驢 ！ 你 有 傾 倒 而 來 的 「 泥 土 」 經 歷 嗎 ？ 也 曾 陷 入 「 深 井 」 嗎 ？ 現 在 是 否 已 走 出 來 了 ？
那 老 驢 戰 勝 不 幸 後 ， 可 能 心 裡 不 會 像 我 們 留 下 甚 麼 傷 痕 ， 但 我 們 人 類 卻 在 遭 遇 過 後 仍 有 創 傷 之 感 。 我 們 雙 腳 是 踏 出 了 深 井 ， 可 我 們 的 心 卻 還 不 時 再 掉 回 去 。 靠 著 人 的 血 氣 和 聰 明 ， 我 們 也 許 可 克 服 難 處 、 走 出 困 境 ； 但 那 些 曾 一 度 打 擊 我 們 ， 令 我 們 心 靈 窒 息 不 已 的 「 泥 土 」 ， 則 惟 有 依 靠 神 的 智 慧 和 愛 才 能 徹 底 將 之 抖 掉 ， 才 能 真 正 忘 記 過 去 努 力 面 前 ， 一 步 步 擺 脫 「 深 井 」 的 囚 禁 ， 得 自 由 得 痊 癒 ， 從 而 進 入 神 國 的 廣 闊 天 地 。

─ 李 文 屏

如無意外

李香蘭

看完國產凌凌漆後﹐腦裡面不斷浮現"李香蘭"這首歌。我不明白為何這個歌名從何而來﹐便上網看看究竟李香蘭是何人。



李香蘭，原名山口淑子（やまぐち よしこ），祖籍日本佐賀縣，祖父山口博在1906年帶同全家到中國滿洲居住。1920年2月12日，她出生於於奉天（現瀋陽）東郊的北煙臺（現燈塔市）。

山口淑子的父親叫山口文雄，在南滿洲鐵道株式會社所屬的撫順煤礦任職，一家人搬到撫順居住。1931年，日本侵佔中國東北，成立偽「滿洲國」，把清朝末代皇帝溥儀捧為「滿洲國國王」，成立傀儡政權。

1933年，山口淑子被父親的結義兄弟李際春將軍(奉天銀行經理)收為義女，改名為「李香蘭」。李香蘭在中國長大，上中國人的學校，說得一口標準國語，所以很多人都不知道她原本是日本人。

她患過肺病，希望用呼吸來治療，跟過一位白俄老師略略學習過西洋聲樂，後來在滿洲國的流行歌曲大賞比賽中獲得第一名。1937年，日本人搞的「滿洲映畫協會」成立，李香蘭成為其頭號女星，拍攝了多部電影，包括著名的「熱砂之誓」，裡面有極流行的歌曲「紅睡蓮」。

這些電影之中雖然也有佳作，但更多的是為了美化日本侵華和在中國的日本人形象而拍，宣傳不知所謂「中日友好」，受到中國愛國人士的嚴厲批評，視為麻醉中國人、荼毒中國魂的糟電影。

她也到過日治時代台灣，拍日語電影「莎勇之鐘」，裡面一首著名的插曲，就是今天我們耳熟能詳的「月光小夜曲」或「每當變幻時」的原作！1942年她到上海發展，為中華聯合電影股份有限公司拍經典電影「萬世留芳」，電影中的插曲「賣糖歌」及「戒煙歌」紅遍全中國。

她唱的其他名曲「夜來香」及「何日君再來」，配上日本語成為日本流行曲。李香蘭與周璇、白光、張露、吳鶯音齊名，稱為上海「五大歌后」，但我認為以她唱得最好。

EMI唱片公司保留了很多其上海分公司「百代」的陳年原本錄音，在90年代於香港出版CD 。另外日本Columbia公司把她的日語歌曲（很多已是沒有了母帶，用78轉唱片重新數碼化），製成幾張CD，我都一一收集了。


1945年日本戰敗，滿洲國解體 ，李香蘭也被拘捕治以「漢奸」罪，但中國政府隨後查明她是日本人，在1946年遣送她回日本。

李香蘭在1947年改回原名山口淑子，於日本繼續其演藝事業，為東寶、松竹拍了一系列的電影。她又在50年代到過香港，為邵氏公司拍電影。

1958年，她嫁給一名日本外交官，從此告別演藝，後來使用山口淑子的名字參政，曾當選為參議院議員和參議院外務委員會委員長。1974年，她當選國會參議院議員，連任3屆。2005年她發表長文，勸誡日本首相不要參拜靖國神社， 原因是「那會深深傷害中國人的心。」

最近我們已不大聽到她的消息，李香蘭今年是86歲了。

她的華語歌曲代表作，除了「恨不相逢未嫁時」、「夜來香」、「何日君再來」，還有「三年」、「十里洋場」、「小時候」、「蘭閨寂靜」、「河上的月色」等等的不朽名曲，數都數不完。日語歌有「支那之夜」(曾被改為粵語諧曲，頭一句是：「輸~~~~完又來賭過」，老一輩的歌迷應還有印象)、「蘇州夜曲」和「紅睡蓮」(也有國語版)，和「東京夜曲」(就是後來配上國語，在60年代紅極一時的「意難忘」)等等，我都十分喜歡，時常聽完又聽的。

「恨不相逢未嫁時」這首經典歌曲，後來有很多擅唱抒情歌曲的歌星翻唱過，包括紫薇、鄧麗君、蔡琴等，但李香蘭的唱法是獨一無二，沒有人能模仿得到的。現今香港的古典音樂歌唱家梁月玲，年輕時在1961年以「恨不相逢未嫁時」參加全港業餘歌唱大賽，得到冠軍。十多年前其胞兄樂評家梁寶耳的「愛美唱片」公司曾為她出CD，收錄的她的全新演譯。我聽過的眾多版本中，以蔡琴的版本堪與李香蘭匹敵，唱法完全不同而各有千秋。


1991年，中日合拍的電視連續劇《別了，李香蘭！》正式播映。主題曲為玉置浩二創作的《不要走》。 該片主題曲後來被改編，成為粵語流行曲《李香蘭》。


恨不相逢未嫁時
曲：姚敏，詞：陳昌壽，唱：李香蘭
冬夜裡吹來，一陣春風；
心底死水，起了波動。
雖然那溫暖~~片刻無蹤；
誰能忘卻了~~失去的夢。

你為我留下一篇~~春的詩 ；
卻叫我年年寂寞~~過春時。
直到我做新娘的日子，才開始不提你的名字。
可是命運偏好作弄， 又使我們無意間相逢；
我們只淡淡的招呼一聲。
多少的甜蜜、辛酸，失望、苦痛，盡在不言中。


(轉載自http://chrisleung1954.mysinablog.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=255088)


Jacky Cheung's 李香蘭 version

簡單

簡單是一種美,
迷人之處是不用依賴華麗的裝飾,
卻經得起時間的考驗。
簡單是一種自信，
用最少的言語,
去表達最深的意義。
簡單是一種解脫，
卸掉沉重的包袱,
輕輕鬆鬆走自己的路。
也許從簡需要勇氣跟魄力，
因為要懂得如何捨棄繁複跟虛假，
保留精華。
真正的幸福不就是簡單嗎?

...

放棄了﹐離開這場遊戲。
放棄了﹐彷似同時失去了部份自己。

別怪我過份自欺﹐別叫我再想起你。
別要我沉淪在你操控的天地。

原諒我﹐負擔不起忘記。
原諒我﹐不想若即若離。

就讓餘下這軀瞉﹐活在無味的空氣。

放棄世界

為了一個人放棄世界很壞嗎﹖如果放棄了世界就能得到愛情﹐放棄世界又何妨﹖

愛情能叫人快樂叫人傷心﹐哭與笑﹐兩者皆是人類最原始的感情﹐世界又能給我什麼﹖
即使給我一整個世界恐怕也無法換取愛情﹐可是有了愛情﹐那兩個人的天地就已是一個外人無法理解無法涉足的世界了。

假如世上有這麼一個人能讓自己愛得那樣刻骨銘心﹐那樣盪氣迴腸﹐那樣義無反顧地捨棄世界﹐能那樣無怨無悔地愛一次﹐世界又算得上是什麼﹖

放手

放手﹐是一種藝術。

每個人都會遇上該放手﹐卻又捨不得放手的時候﹔如何漂亮地放手﹐讓彼此傷害減至最低是一門高深的學問。

WHEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH﹖這問題從來沒有標準答案﹐然而許多時﹐我們無論在感情上或理智上都清楚知道該是時候放手了 --- 是知道的﹐只是不想面對﹐不願接受。


面對所愛﹐沒有人願意放手﹔奈何當關係壞死到某個地步﹐再磨下去也只有互相傷害。即使刺痛自己﹐傷害對方也決意堅持下去﹐直至粉身碎骨方肯罷休﹐你追求的可會是這種關係這種愛情﹖大概不是吧﹗

縱然底線因人而異﹐然而不肯放手﹐原因該是“捨不得”﹐而不是“容忍”。假如一段關係對你來說只剩餘“容忍”﹐那麼﹐放手吧﹐因為這是必然的結局。

若你感到不斷容忍的是你﹐不斷受苦的也是你﹐當一段感情已走到這一步﹐你早晚也會受不了﹐放棄不過遲早的事﹐倒不如在開始怨恨對方之前放自己一條生路。

不要問我應否放手﹐撫心自問﹕到底是留戀那個人﹐還是跟那人一起的那段回憶﹖抑或是留戀花在這個人身上的時間﹖你到底是不甘心就這樣結束﹐還是捨不得跟他結束﹖

假如你能回答上述問題﹐也許就能決定應否放手。

(Copy from Cats Cafe)

Mistaken Love

30 ways to make a girl smile

1 . Tell her she is beautiful.
2 . Hold her hand whenever you can, she loves that.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages / sms to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her shes the only girl you wanna be with.
6 . When she is upset tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes, she loves them.
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play wrestle with her.
15 . Talk to her without having to kiss her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . Tell her when you miss her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . Open the car door for her.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . Randomly tell her when you think she looks her best.
23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you'r alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27. Don't ever ignore her, no matter who is around.
28 . Kiss her in the rain.
29. Tell her EVERYTHING thats goin on your in your life. she wants t o know.
30 . When you fall in love with her . . . Tell her.


They are quite true to me... ^_^

Why?

Why I have to keep smiling after all these happened?
Why I pretend to be fine?
Why I forgive you?

It's only because I treasure our relationship, I don't want another gap between us.
I can easily hide my feeling from you but I can't lie to myself anymore, since it really happened!
You think I don't care these things but I do.

can you respect me?
can you consider my feeling?
do you know that it hurts I just didn't tell?


I hate myself; I hate myself care others' feeling too much!

Everyone does that to me after things happened -- may that's all my fault... can't blame.

The kind of girl that you can let down, thinking everything is ok... I'm only human!!!

一段也許你我經歷過的過程

開始的開始總是甜蜜的。

後來就有了厭倦、習慣、背棄、寂寞、絕望和冷笑。

曾經渴望與一個人長相廝守，後來，多麼慶幸自己離開了？

曾幾何時，在一段短暫的時光裡，我們以為自己深深的愛著的一個人。

後來，我們才知道，那不是愛，那只是對自己說謊。



你以為不可失去的人，原來並非不可失去。你流乾了眼淚，自有另一個人逗你歡笑。

你傷心欲絕，然後發現不愛你的人，根本不值得你為之傷心。

今天回首，何嘗不是一個喜劇？情盡時，自有另一番新境界，所有的悲哀也不過是歷史。



愛情總是想像比現實美麗，相逢如是，告別亦如是。

我們以為愛得很深、很深，來日歲月，會讓你知道，它不過很淺、很淺。

最深最重的愛，必須和時日一起成長。



因為愛情的緣故，兩個陌生人可以突然熟絡到睡在同一張床上。然而，相同的兩個人，在分手時卻說，我覺得你越來越陌生。

愛情將兩個人由陌生變成熟悉，又由熟悉變成陌生。愛情正是一個將一對陌生人變成情侶，又將一對情侶變成陌生人的遊戲。



相信愛情可以令一個人改變，是年輕的好處，也是年輕的悲哀。浪子永遠是浪子。

令男人改變的，也許是上帝的愛或者佛祖的慈悲，但絕對不會是女人。

最不宜結婚的是浪子，最適宜結婚的也是浪子。

往往不是女人改變一個浪子，而是女人在浪子想改變的時候剛好出現。



男人的一生，不過對女人做兩件事：超乎她想像的好和超乎她想像的壞。

女人用他的好來原諒他的壞。如果有一天他們不能在一起，不是他太壞，而是她太好。

我們一生之中，要牢記和要忘記的東西一樣多。

記憶存在細胞裡，在身體裡面，與肉體永不分離，要摧毀它，等於玉石俱焚。然而，有些事情必須忘記，忘記痛苦，忘記最愛的人對你的傷害，只好如此。



時間會讓你瞭解愛情，時間能夠證明愛情，也能夠把愛推翻。沒有一種悲傷是不能被時間減輕的。

如果時間不可以令你忘記那些不該記住的人，我們失去的歲月又有什麼意義？

如果所有的悲哀、痛苦、失敗都是假的，那該多好？可惜，世上有很多假情假義，自己的痛苦、失敗、悲哀，卻偏偏總是真的。



他縱有千個優點，但他不愛你，這是一個你永遠無法說服自己去接受的缺點。

一個人最大的缺點不是自私、多情、野蠻、任性，而是偏執地愛一個不愛自己的人。

暗戀是一種自毀，是一種偉大的犧牲。

暗戀，甚至不需要對象，我們不過站在河邊，看著自己的倒影自憐，卻以為自己正愛著別人。



愛情和情歌一樣，最高境界是餘音裊裊。

最淒美的不是報仇雪恨，而是遺憾。

最好的愛情，必然有遺憾。那遺憾化作餘音裊裊，長留心上。

最淒美的愛，不必呼天搶地，只是相顧無言。

失望，有時候，也是一種幸福。

因為有所期待，才會失望。

遺憾，也是一種幸福。因為還有令你遺憾的事情。

追尋愛情，然後發現，愛，從來就是一件千回百轉的事。



最浪漫的愛是得不到的。

最浪漫的情話，是當哪個已經跟你分了手的人打電話來問："你好嗎？"

你稀鬆平常地回答："我很好。"而其實你還愛著他，你一點也不好。

男人偽裝堅強，只是害怕被女人發現他軟弱。女人偽裝幸福，只是害怕被男人發現她傷心。



愛情，有時候，是一件令人沉淪的事情，所謂理智和決心，不過是可笑的自我安慰的說話。

愛情從來都是一種束縛，追求愛情並不等於追求自由。

自由可貴，我們用這最寶貴的東西換取愛情。

因為愛一個人，明知會失去自由，也甘願作出承諾。

愛、喜歡、鍾意、好感的分別

愛、喜歡、鍾意、好感的分別

愛

只會得一個，他能使你全心奉獻。而且，他的地位是任何人都不能取替的！

你的思想、行為、喜好都會受到他的影響，他的喜怒哀樂也等於你的喜怒哀樂。

每一分每一刻你都想與他一起，日思夜想的主角都是他，失去了他，會傷心得肝腸寸斷，痛徹心脾，整個人就像只剩下一個軀殼。



喜歡

只會得三數個，他們都能牽動你的情緒，不過卻不會對你造成太大的傷害。

你會十分欣賞這個人，會留意他的一舉一動，在乎他對你的感覺。

很多時候都會想起他，會想到他能否成為你的情人。若失去他，會感到幻得幻失，有隱隱作痛的感覺。



鍾意

可以好多個人，你會被他們某一部份吸引，可以發展成知己或是情人。

你會欣賞他某方面的才華或優點，就如鐘意任何一樣物品，如洋娃娃，小飾物, 衣服等。你不會太常想起他，亦沒有一定想擁有他的念頭，但會是個你鐘意和他傾談的人。假如失去了他，會有點可惜的感覺。



好感

任何一個人都可以，這只是發展感情的首要因素。你對他不需要十分認識，他只是一個你不會討厭的人，可以成為朋友的人。沒事的時候可能不會想起他，亦不會想到將來和他發展成怎樣的事情，失去了也不會有甚麼特別的感覺。

Friendship vs. Love

對不起（國）

作曲: 小意 　填詞: 小意

曾經深愛　總有點期待
冀望你回來　我甘願等待

原諒我　曾放棄　懷疑你的愛　沒珍惜你的關懷
懲罰我　想回來　很想繼續愛　可惜愛已不再

對不起　傷透你的心我才懂得珍惜
對不起　失去了你才明白愛真正的意思
原來幸福曾在手裡
曾經擁有我卻放棄
請不要離開　不要把愛埋在黑夜裡

怎麼你的聲音變得有點冷
難道愛的溫暖不再回來
試想想我們從前甜蜜事
我相信可有美好將來

對不起　傷透你的心我才懂得珍惜
對不起　失去了你才明白愛真正的意思
原來幸福曾在手裡
曾經擁有我卻放棄
求求你　找到真愛很不容易

希望你　能放下過去痛苦事

Love

最珍貴的禮物

「你覺得一個人能夠給別人最珍貴的禮物是什麼？」

我覺得這問題很有意思，於是，拿它問了許多人，答案林林種種，很有趣。 包括：真心、讚美、誠意、體貼、智慧、尊重、包容、感情、愛、關懷、等等。 而我印象最深刻的答案是，問我問題的那位美麗女子說的兩個字： 時間。

好友失戀了。為了療傷止痛，我們一群手帕交陪她逛街買東西，企圖轉移她的注意力。
一個星期後，其中某位知己對她說：「妳應該把帳單全部寄給他，要他還錢。」「為什麼？」她問。 「分手費啊！」
她嘆了口氣說：「他還不起的，因為我把最好的時間給了他。」

有個過了適婚年齡的朋友，天天埋頭工作，他的家人心急的不得了，四處安排他相親，不停幫他介紹女朋友，但似乎沒什麼眉目，我問他：「你到底喜歡什麼樣的說個條件，別人好幫你留意。」
他想了想說：「我想找個我願意把時間花在她身上的人。」

一位被愛擊傷的女孩，多年來始終不曾打開心門，讓愛再生。
旁人一直以為她等的是曾經滄海的他。
可是，當他回過頭想與她再續前緣時，她卻不給他機會，拒絕了他。
她說：「我不是忘不了他，我捨不得的是從前相戀的那段時間，但我們回不到過去了。」

「時間無涯的荒野裡，沒有早一步，也沒有晚一步，剛巧趕上了！」這是張愛玲的名句。
恨早或恨晚的愛情，都是一種遺憾，都只能錯過。
只有在對的時間，愛情的樣子才能美麗。
我想找個我願意把時間花在他身上的人。
珍惜一個願意花時間在妳身上的人把握每一個願意為妳下心力的人 。

我喜歡這文章最珍貴的禮物~是願意給愛的人自己的時間 。

眼淚的味道 (copy from site)

你嚐過眼淚的味道嗎？

思念的眼淚是苦的。想念一個人，卻不能見面，一合上眼，腦子裡全是他，到底他在哪兒？做著甚麼呢？是否同樣的在想我？或是早已把我忘掉？思念是一種煎熬。無助的你，想他想到哭起來，流下的淚都是苦澀的。

傷心的眼淚也是苦的。心被撕碎的一刻，整個世界彷彿停頓了，身體也被凝住，只餘心在淌血，眼淚默默地流。眼淚的味道，令人苦不堪言。

生離死別的眼淚更是特別的苦，因為我們不知道哪一天 才會再遇上，甚至不知道還有沒有重聚的機會。

快樂的眼淚是甜的。能夠讓人快樂得落淚，真的殊不簡 單，這種眼淚是最甜的。

感動的眼淚也是甜的。他花盡心神去對待你，一切的關 心與真誠打動著你，你被感動得流下了淚，因為你知道 原來世界上有一個人願意這樣疼你，縱容你，保護你。 你的淚都是甜的。

不過，我還是最喜歡苦盡甘來的眼淚。因為我知道從前的努力沒有白費，之前的眼淚也沒有白流，這次的淚， 是為自己而流的。

Puzzle... so cool!

God save us

當你走到無力繼續下去,當你感到寂寞困惱空虛
請你相信神全 明白你,願助你解開困惑 拋開痛悲
當你跑到疲乏難再下去,當你感到疑惑說我是誰
袛要相信神隨時 扶助你,就讓你伸手接受衪深愛你

別害怕衪知你難受 擔當軟弱與困憂
不需再懼怕 耶穌必拯救,
願你開口接受 張開你手
別害怕衪知你難受 擔當軟弱與困憂
不需再懼怕 耶穌必拯,
願你一生快樂展翅高飛,一個全新的你

Pitar Beck's Nest hosts Yi's Bday, but feel like it's for everyone's! (Written by Kelvin L.)

It's a great nite! It means to everyone! I'm so envy for Yi, a girl very blessedly turning 22!

Before the party, i was expecting Sue a great chef serving us a great meal. Although it ended up with wings, wormy onion bakes and creamy sticky noodles. Thxxxxx Sue! Without your idea to host the party, there wouldn't have been great fun like this!

The nite touches me in depth, for few aspects. It was a party for everyone and everything! UNO game in Beck's room, FanShue taught me how to chase girls with it! "Comforter" card game in living room, Mag's hand was slapped to flush, by me mostly.....eheheh....sorry! The particular scene in Pitar's room moves me, certainly stuck onto my memory for years even since. 11 people jammed in the room. Then I realized it isn't necessary to sit on round table sharing for God's sake.

Let's give more details on that particular moment that picture in my mind. I thought, Pitar's PC is the only one in pain that nite, coz Derek didn't let it rest! Playing funny clips, laughters, then has its pain in ass to clean up itself for spywares....ahahhaha! Pitar was worried staring onto the screen, while Derek talked so relaxingly with Vito for hell knows what they really laughed about?!

Yi was very beautiful that nite. I think it was coz everyone means so much to her! Steven didn't show up, but I know his caring and love was among us to Yi! I had a great time enjoying KNg's concert! He is always a miracle to me, coz he can focus on work with noise and distraction! He sang, sang loud but sang well with passion! I love his songs! But wondering how long he had been sitting on floor with both legs straight horizontally, making his butt really numb.....ahahhahahah!

FanShue, Beck and me bet on Mag's assignment time. But I could feel that's unfair to Mag, coz her legs numb by sitting floor, so when she moved upto the seat and done in just no time. I thought our bet was blew! Kel, Fanshue and Beck all turned losers la!

Later on, great moment came! Sue came up with IBM tricks that drew everyone's attention. But Sue's presentation skills got fuzzy.....hehehe.....that's all FanShue's fault! Coz he is so busy since becoming ATI guy, and i guess seldom chatting with Sue for some emotional flow! So, when Sue presented some rational staff, Fanshue never helped much to back her up for clearer explanation. I used to be very dump to get those tricky Q, but Mag ended up with no clue at all.....ahahahhaha......

Okay, let me end this blog with the most touching moment I've even experienced in my life. I was on the couch with a soft blanket on! I could smell Beck's scent coz he used to be there a moment before. Hanson sat right in front of me to sketch a question to challenge my dump head. For so long time, I haven't seen Hanson so happy, so enjoyable about a nite without PC or cyber cafe. He was so peaceful the nite. I love him! Mag was playing nice music beside me, and KNg talked beside my "couldn't hear" ear in never so soft voice ever. Yi took me a pic that now posted on her Space! I once thought, if time can stay, and i would be happy to get old just on the couch with every beloved around. I can tell, really cannot possibly put in any words how moving I was that nite.

Sue was so beautiful, coz Fanshue was there. Fanshue was so nice coz Sue and Yi was there. Yi was so blessed coz everyone was there. Mag might be a little pissed coz i picked her important call, and slap her hand to red. Beck, you should cheer up more and get more involved, coz all of us care about you! Pitar and Vito, thx soooooo much for your involvement!'

Life is so beautiful sometimes, although it gets tough one the other.

人種的測驗

You have 30 points. 你是第三種. 你很可愛而且每個你認識的人都喜歡你. 你是能夠成為別人最好朋友的人所以沒有人會嘗試做任何事而引致失去你. 你從不傷害別人的感覺和我很少傷到自己的感覺的. 生活對你來說是輕而易舉的. 你經常表現可愛和平靜的. 你只要避開金手指就能夠無憂無累了.

http://www.mathsking.net/test/question.htm

Relationship

愛情自然會成為一種關係，
但是，關係並不等於愛情。
激情是短暫的，強烈的感情卻是悠長的。
讓兩個人相依的，
是那種埋在內心深處的強烈感情。
你就是非愛這個人不可。
你就是不會倦他。
你就是看盡大千世界之後始終想念他的懷抱。
你就是醉後跌倒猶想掛在他身上微笑，
縱使笑得多麼淒涼也無悔。
誰又願意僅僅滿足於一種關係？

精神年齡?!

鑑定結果您的精神年齡20歲
與您實際年齡差-1歲
幼稚度52％
成熟度39％
老化度14％


http://nicwong.com/test/psycho/spirit_age.html


haha~ me me... immature~~

夜曲

作曲:周杰倫 主唱:周杰倫 填詞:方文山

一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引 我面無表情看孤獨的風景

失去妳　愛開始分明 失去妳　還有什麼事好關心

那鴿子不再象徵和平 我終於被提醒　

廣場上餵食的是禿鷹 我用漂亮的押韻形容被掠奪一空的愛情

啊 烏雲開始遮蔽 夜色不乾淨 公園裡葬禮的回音

在漫天飛行送你的白色玫瑰

在純黑的環境凋零烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜

靜靜聽 我黑色的大衣 想溫暖你

日漸冰冷的回憶 走過的走過的生命

啊四周瀰漫霧氣 啊我在空曠的墓地 老去後還愛你

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情

跟夜風一樣的聲音 心碎的很好聽

手在鍵盤敲很輕 我給的思念太小心

你埋葬的地方叫幽冥

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲 紀念我死去的愛情

而我為你隱姓埋名 在月光下彈琴

對妳心跳的感應 還是如此溫熱親近

懷念你那鮮紅的唇印 那些斷翅的蜻蜓　

散落在這森林 而我的眼睛　沒有絲毫同情

失去妳　淚水混濁無情 失去妳　我連笑容都有陰影

風在長滿青苔的屋頂 嘲笑我的傷心 像一口沒有水的枯井

我用淒美的字型 描繪後悔莫及的那愛情

重頭開始

作曲: 小意 填詞: 小意

(女) 沒有了, 終於我放開不再困擾
　　逝去了, 當初那決心也溶掉
　　飛走了, 觸不了, 我猶如軀瞉死了
　　心不再跳, 抱著我都沒知覺了

(合) 逐吋逐吋逐吋的枯萎, 感情已逝
　　逐秒逐秒逐秒的經過, 直至放低

(合) 重頭開始 (男) 其實我真可當作從前沒有事
　　　　
(女) 難道不知, 錯過的一吻, 沒法追回來太幼稚

(女) 如今放手是我的一番好意, 求你別拉扯我只想可灑脫一次
　　　　 (男) 求你別忍心我只想可挽留一次

(女) 如若相戀只有傷害　　算了
(男) 如若相戀不只傷害　別算了

(男) 若愛過, 怎麼會放手不留戀
　 若我錯, 求你會寬容一點
　 閉上眼, 想抱你, 你尤如軀殼死了
　 心不再跳, 感到你不屬於我了

(合) 重頭開始 (女) 為何你真可當作從前沒有事
　　　　 (男) 其實我真可當作從前沒有事

(女) 難怪不知, 過去的一切, 沒法追回來太幼稚
(男) 過去的一切沒法追回來寧願太幼稚

(合) 如今至此 唯求你肯相信我

(女) 求你別拉扯我總會認真想一次
(男) 求你別忍心我總會認真想一次

(女) 如若相戀只有傷害　　算了
(男) 如若相戀不只傷害　別算了

(女) 完結了, 忘卻了, 但怎麼我哭了

~~ My Recent Favourite Picture ~~ =^.^=

Dinner with his family in Mid-Autumn Festival... seems like we're a family. BUT, everything also seems unreal to me x.x

When will we really back together? Is that just an endless dream or dream will come true soon? I miss the old days...

Dreams, at least giving me some hopes, better than no dream~

再續情緣 (國)

作曲: 小意 填詞: 小意

我內心的寂寞誰能夠理解
旁邊喧嘩熱鬧都不能溫暖心間
太多傷感積聚 身體抖顫 眼淚停不了
深夜輾轉不成眠

我怎麼還相信你給的誓言
難道等待也算是一種幸福感覺
有了期盼 奇蹟出現 美夢停留在心間
總比完結更美好點

愛你不等於依偎在你手裡面
離開又不代表我們從此終結
繼續等待我希望會有一天能夠
再續情緣--- 愛多一遍

等待難免會孤單一點
付出真心你可會回轉

曾經深愛過怎會消散於瞬間
過去的一切在心裡永不能磨滅
繼續等待我希望會有一天能夠
再續情緣--- 愛多一遍

可能有一天你會 漸漸地明瞭
我對你的思念-- 再愛一遍

想念著你-- woo...

How Boyish or Girlish are you?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Goodnight...

It's over and done, but the heartache lives on inside

And who's the one you're clinging to, instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow, wherever you go

I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You never see me fall apart, In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taken me over

Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul

But if you don't come back... Come home to me, darling

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight

Don't cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight...

I'm there at your side, I'm part of all the things you are

But you've got a part of someone else

You've got to find your shining star

(Emotions - Destiny's Child)

不應該發生

有緣無份 愛而難接近 得不到更想得到 分不開更要分

從不應抗拒的 又一次錯過
而早應放棄的 又想一拖再拖
情感不理性 難於統計對或錯
你的感性天天跟腦袋拔河

從不應糊塗的 但怎控制自我
而早應決意的 又兜轉想太多
如果這世界從此只有你共我
發生一切都不必再想為何有錯

我怎可能和你這麼近 戀人們般深深一吻
亦自問是不應該發生
我怎麼可能和你守在平衡
應知天生已兩類人
但命運 是偏要令人生 悲憤

謊言

面對你的謊言, 我該如何反應?

是你故意欺騙　怪在我太過心軟
你的真話就　等於夢囈　與謊言
無奈你說得太自然　令我聽了也能熱暖
甜言蜜語　原來又一次食言

是你對我改變　你別說世界轉變
解釋得混亂　千絲萬段　太多糾纏
誰沒興緻守這諾言　但卻對我再全心詐騙
胡言亂語　任你講足半天

為何永遠放不低　為何錯愛這一位
但求仍然維繫　不惜一切　我為你執迷
為何永遠放不低　任情愛控制身體
任誰關心　仍未可把你代替

是明知的　仍願將心意白費

繼續裝傻...

思念

思念，有時是一種折磨. 很想跟他見面, 好想讓他抱抱, 好想摸摸他的臉. 可是, 這一切也只能在幻想中進行. 有時, 連見面都變成奢侈的事.

打電話給他? 很想告訴他:『我很掛念你。』 他的聲音是如此接近, 他的身體卻是那麼遙遠. 但說了又怎樣? 還是不可以見面. 掛電話之後，思念又來折磨... 總是想著他. 連靜下來的時候, 也是回憶以前的片段.

所以有時候，很想念一個人，不會打電話給他. 打了, 不知道說什麼好, 還是不打比較好. 想念, 不一定要聽到他的聲音. 聽到了他的聲音, 也許就是另一回事. 想像中的, 往往比現實稍微美好. 想念中的那人, 也比現實稍微溫暖. 思念好像是很遙遠, 有時卻偏偏比現實親近一點.

曾經以為, 思念是甜的. 因為世上有一個人值得你去思念. 然而, 漸漸地, 思念變成苦澀... 最慘的, 是當你努力壓抑了自己的思念, 不讓他擔心... 他卻竟然說： 『為什麼你好像一點也不掛念我?』

安慰自己...

『失望, 有時候也是一種幸福. 因為有所期待, 所以才會失望; 因為有愛, 才會有期待. 所以縱使失望, 也是一種幸福, 只是這種幸福帶點痛.』

(Just a brief summary of what I read today from other people's blogs...)

大方

作曲: 小意　　　　填詞: 小意

當初是我放棄你 才令今日竟變知己
是我先逃離 不應怪你 完全是我自私貪心 我錯不起

過去 我不懂珍惜你 為何現今才知那福氣
緣份一去不留 只剩執迷的我
有多少愛可重頭來過

我可以大方地 成為知己 祝福你與她一世甜美
但這樣其實欺騙你 我不敢正視你
對不起我沒法令自己可以真心祝福你

我嘗試(無法)退避 但捨不得你(亦太牽掛你) 只盼有天我能完全忘記
就這樣暫時扮心死 不敢打擾你 直到有天放低你

今天 望見你與她一起 我心中竟不忿 無奈地
自知道她比我 更加適合你 至少她一心一意地愛你

若真的不能忘記 就求你狠心對我 寧願我憎你
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一月頭作的歌... 想法跟現在八成相似, 但不完全代表我心聲~ 起碼不想求他狠心對我. 幾好聽ga, 呵呵~

Lucky Person - Leung Wing Yi

A person cannot gain something without losing something; To obtain something you need something of equal value. (Fullmetal Alchemist, 2004 <-- I don't know what's that... copied this from my friend's blog, haha)

Sometimes I think I'm one of the luckiest people in the world. Everything is so good; I'm always thankful to God for everything He gave me. But I'm also scared that one day I'll lose them... because I know these are blessings, I don't owe them all, so I shouldn't take them for granted. What did I pay for everything I have now? I've gained many things but up to now, seems like I haven't sacrifice lots of things... So I should be thankful for all of the things I have!

My Family
First I want to thank my parents for my nice Chinese name... Wing = Smart; Yi = Cute... YES, me me me, smart and cute~ ha ha ha

Although I'm from a broken family... Dad and mom are separated... I still feel so warm. Everyone cares about me so much; now they try to give me more spaces since I've grown up. I can see how many efforts my parents put on me...

I remember few months ago, I was upset about my relationship. I cried at home but I didn't want my family to ask me what happened. My mom wrote a letter to me, saying that though she doesn’t know what happened, she’ll by my side and supports me, love me, always.

And my two sisters... I'm the youngest one. I talk more with my second sister, Judy. She's kind of like my mom who always asks about my school works but yet, she's also one of my best friends that I can trust and rely on.

There's a new family member since last year... BoBo my lovely cat! He's lazy, he's fat, he's greedy of food, but he's CUTE! I sleep with him almost every night... If I live by myself, I'd like to have a cat like BoBo too.

My Study
Honestly, I never put lots of efforts on my school works, and I usually don't worry about my future. I don't think I'm a smart person but it just happens that I graduated in Civil Engineering. I'm a lazy and stupid student who always skips class, or else I sleep and chat in class.

But I've many smart and nice friends in school. They helped me a lot!! I don't listen to lecture, I don't study... the only thing I do is homework. So I always need to borrow their notes and ask them questions.

Finally, I graduated!

My Career
Ha Ha, I didn't put lots of efforts on job hunting too. When I was in Gr. 10, my best friend Lisa started to work in a restaurant, so I followed her to work there. When I just graduated from high school, I hoped I could get a summer or part time job... Suddenly people in TV station asked me if I want to be typist... and suddenly a family asked me if I want to teach piano... I didn't do anything, they came to me.

In the university years, I needed 600 hrs of practical experience in order to graduate. I got two jobs in my 2nd and 3rd summers. They're good and I've gained precious experience from the jobs.

In March this year, my classmates started to apply for jobs since we're going to graduate in May. At that time, I was frustrated about my relationship, and had no mood to apply for jobs. My nice friends encouraged me and asked me to apply for some of the nice jobs that are posted in the career centre web... "Ok, fine, I'll apply for some, don't worry!" I've applied less than 10 jobs... Few days after my exams, I got an interview... then I started to work here, a big civil engineering firm in transportation. And I'll change to permanent position in the beginning of September.

Yesterday, a woman suddenly called me and asked me if I'm a piano teacher. She works in my company in payroll department. She said she saw my resume; her two kids want to take piano lesson... wow, so amazing!! In my mind, I hope I want to have more piano students but before I take any actions, people come to find me!!

One more thing is that in all the workplace, people treat me so nice and I enjoy doing all the jobs.
Yes, that's how lucky I am in my career... up to now.

My Friends
I've many nice friends since I was in kindergarten. Guys and gals; quiet and active people; good and bad students... all kind of friends in school. I don't know why I was so attractive (wahaha) when I was in primary school. I always got good marks, so the smart people like me... but I was also a playful girl who likes to hang around with the "bad" students. I kinda feel like I was a little princess in primary school. Teachers liked me a lot too~

The two years in secondary school, I met many nice gal friends (I studied in True Light Girls' College). One of them is my cousin, Yan Yan, she's still my bestest friend but she's in Hong Kong now. I also be friend with some of the teachers... we wrote letters to each other, ate lunch together, and talked about our own stuffs.

My high school period -- Many guys friends, many guys chased me; many guys took care of me... Ya, I'm always like a little girl or younger sister, like to be taken care of. However, when I look back my pictures, I really think that at that time I looked so ugly. I didn't keep contact with them after I graduated, but I met some of them on the street recently~ Gary, Adam, Isaac... They haven't changed much, and I still feel that we're close friends.

University years, my happiest time! I didn't know anyone when I first got into university. After 4 years, I've many close friends: we trust each other, we have fun, we grow up together, we stay with each other in the hard time, and we share the happiness... TTCYWW --> Taekyu, Tina, Carmen, Yoonho, Wen, Winnie!! Also, Tam, Carson, Henry, Thuy... etc... I can talk to them about everything so free... well, that's friend!

Other than in school, many people love and care about me in church too... Especially thankful to my "kai gor" Ar Shu, Ar Sau and Lin Lin... their prayers mean a lot to me.

My Religion
Thanks God that I born in a Christian family. Since I was small I learn about how Jesus loves me. He is my support, my help, my source of power... I'm not a good daughter at all, always sin and ignore His callings. But He still loves me and forgives me... I hope I'll grow up more spiritually, and share with more people about His love.

My Dating Relationship

Finally to this part... hm... ya, I'm thankful about my relationship too. As I said before, I'm not a good girl at all. I never play on any guys, but I'm too immature to date... so I guess I've hurt some people when I was small.

I really thank Steven, my ex-bf... who was with me for more than 5 years. Those 5 years I've lots of sweet and precious memories... we were like a family. I don't see many long term relationships at our age. Though we're not together anymore since beginning of this year, I still treasure our past and have the hope that we'll be back together one day. And during this period, both of us are learning to be more independent, be more mature... If he's really the one, I don't mind to wait... He's just, too special to me, meant too much to me~

My Music
Started to play piano since I was 4 years old... Music plays an important role in my life. Again, I didn't put much efforts in it but I really thank my mom for letting me take the lesson, and thank God for giving me the talent in music; also thank for my piano teachers too.

Different songs represent my ups and downs... helping me to relieve in stress, to understand myself more. I like to play music, to sing, to compose... Now, I want to pick up my violin again...


My Health
Suddenly think that I should thankful for my health too... Really, up to now, I don't have any serious illness... only sometimes dizzy, easy to vomit, sometimes headache or stomachache... haha~ But there's some people around me, have health problems... My sister, dizzy all the time, even though she's hardworking, she can't focus on her work because of physical weakness. Hanson, my lovely little brother in church, very active, cute, energetic, but has brain problem... Still not fully recover yet...

Sometimes I imagine if I lose a finger, or lose my sight... ya, not every human in the earth and walk and eat and see...


YES, that's me, that's Leung Wing Yi, Siu Yi, Wing Yi, Winnie, Yi Yi... One of the Luckiest people in the world! But why sometimes I still complain, unhappy, cry, unsatisfy...? No answer! I'm thinking now, haha... but, seriously, deep inside my heart, I want to say thanks to all of you, Thanks for your love and support!

Time vs. Love

I dream of you every night... dream of our sweet memories in the past 5 years~ Will our story continue? Or just stop here?

I miss you... I don't know what else I can do now to hold you back. I'll just wait, with trust and love~ "Because only Time is capable of knowing how great Love is"!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~SW 24~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge and all the others, including love.

One day it was announced to all the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silverand gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere".

Then love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing by in a beautiful vessel. Love cried, "Vanity, help me please!" "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat".

Next, Love saw sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness please let me go with you". Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now"

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you!" But Happiness was so overjoyed he didn't hear love calling him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me". It was an elder.

Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when nobody else would?" Love asked. Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and sincerity, and then answered, "Because only Time is capable of knowing how great Love is."

New Blog

I already have a blog in MSN space... I opened this account just because I wanna leave comments on my other friends blog in blogger

http://spaces.msn.com/members/yiyi1126/